First of all his scale was SIX pounds heavier than what mine had read first thing this morning. Of course he said HIS was the correct one! (I am not believing that! LOL)
Second he said my body fat was 37%....OMG! Of course I held a little video game controller thing that supposedly is able to read your body fat! Not buying it but that number is probably pretty close which is terrible......even after loosing almost 40 lbs!
|December on left|
August on right
Third.....and here it is........I need to loose 50-70 more pounds to be ready for a competition! I would be a stick!!!!! I do not want to be a stick!
My dream may have just been crushed........IF.......I didn't have my husband, trainers and gym family that tell me everyday I can anything I put my mind to!! And I am putting my mind to this.........
|I can hardly stand to look at my face before BUT it reminds me of how far|
I have come and how hard I have worked and for that I am
so proud of myself!
So here I am putting it all out there right now! Come July or maybe before if I get really focused and train REALLY hard I am going to show that guy up! I WILL walk on to that stage and do my absolute best and be so proud of what I worked hard for up to that day and I probably won't be 70 lbs lighter than today maybe not even 50 but I will be the best me I can be. I am not doing it to win anything.....that really never entered my mind. I will win the day I step up there!
Actually the day I walked into Clydesman Gym is the day I took my life back and WON!